PASSION OR PROFESSION...??

A dilemma freaking the hell out of me!

Dance is my Passion (it was & will always be) 

Doctor is 'now' my Profession.

A very dear friend of mine asked me the other day,

"why did u choose to be a doctor??"

and guess wat..i had the precise answer to it n i dont kno y...

just could not answer to my satisfaction!

now what does this indicate...?? i tried to figure out....

i asked myself, " Ain't i satisfied with my profession?"

I m confused..........!!!

well, to tell u... me as a child had always dreamt of this

that one day i will have a prefix in my name as "dr.rachna"

yes, finally it became true..
but wat d heck...!! why do i have this mixed feeling 

of happiness yet discontent...(i m going crazy...)

N yes there is another flip side to this..

since my good old kiddy days, school going days 
n adolescence days, i was n I am, highly influenced 
by the Glitz n Glamor World-"fashionista",

high fashion trends, haute couture, style icons....
(how chic is that...!)....shutterbugs..click..click..click...!!

being ardent fan of all kinds of music, cinema, the ohh! 
so glamorous page 3 celebs walking down the aisle...

i wonder, have all these things taken a backseat because i am into medicine..??

i guess this unbound interest inspired in me- my passion for dance!

Dance for me is just not a medium to relax my muscle tissues.

i live it, i breathe it, it is inborn, within me n i feel blessed for what i have.

(now this is what i call.. passion…)

my soul aim of writing this is that, there are thousands of aspirants like me, 

who at some stage of their life were in a dilemma--

to choose between a passion & profession...to them i'd like to say...

Damn, get into the right frame of ur mind, widen your imagination 
in both the fields n work on it par excellence..

Just take the initial step n the rest will follow.

Today as i look upto myself, i dont really know whats in store for me in future,

but one thing i know is that- my mainstream is my profession.

it gives me the dignity and honour of benevolence,

it gives me the name, respect n the faith of many human hearts.

(i know m sounding cliche now…)

About my passion, i feel, it will surely follow through me as i step forward.

Just waiting for the right time dude... & bang on... way to go...!!

Till then, its me dr.rachna.... signing off... stay glam!!